Unknown April 3, 2004   09:47 PM PST   do you know yourself do you know the others can you pull the weight that rides on another's shoulders once you've lost yourself to the acceptance mask well could you find yourself it's not a simple task self-inherence freedom comes from within take a different track it's time to see what you are made of can you expose yourself can you peel off another layer will you make the time the time to control because only you can save yourself only you can save your soul and once you save yourself insecurities will die genuine qualities and true character will shine now that you belong to you what will the others think well, soon they'll follow you you'll see they're all so weak come on can you, let go can you, be you -Snapcase Hail, I just was reading a bit of what you wrote on your site here....thought perhaps I could say something inspiring...so I put some lyrics that I think are so. Truly though....this world has a very poor society filled by a majority of shallow people interested in stupid pointless things. Think about what//who really inspires you, that you aspire to be like. Don't worry about all the other people that would belittle you.

	Chihori March 25, 2004   02:58 AM PST   Ara... it's hard. I know. Pretending to be strong, that is. I can say that I understand how you feel [in a way] because I've pretended to be strong quite a number of times before. Yet again, I'll repeat this to u. Ur not the lowest creature ever created. Ur not the lowest of anything! Sure u may not be at the top but I can bet that ur definitely *not* at the bottom of the list. It's hard to ignore what other people think. I'm having a problem doing that as well. We're surounded by so many different individuals with equally different opinions about the things that we do and of course, we obviously can't satisfy them all. In the end, remember, it's ur life. Not theirs or anybody else's. It hurts to be jaded, ridiculed or looked down upon. But there's not much of a choice, is there? It's either up or down. Rise or keep on falling until there's no longer a way up. Either u accept those things without letting it go to ur head, or you give up everything and become an invisible person, outshadowed by the rest of this god forsaken planet's population. I dunno about u, but to me, no matter how harsh, painful, or hopeless a situation is... I'll FIGHT against ur obstacles. Protect what's important to u cuz if it matters to u, then it MATTERS! Do it for ur own self and not for anyone or anything else. Do it because u want to and because it's ur decision. That way, I think, even if it's hard and even if everything crumbles, u'll be able to remind urself in the end that ur the one to have chosen that path and u'll never regret it because the choice is all YOU. For me, I'd rather do something that I like even though it's super-hard rather than do something that I dislike even though it's easy. Giving up is unacceptable. It's not even a real choice. Even if u've got no purpose to struggle on, just do it. What kept me going, through thick and thin was my inborn stubborness, believe it or not. I just don't want to let things end just like that. Even if it's just a single, thin strand of hope, I'm gonna hold on to it. Even though I know it'll someday snap off. I know it's easier said than done but like I've wrote earlier: Like we have a CHOICE... P/s: I'll be willing to read whatever it is that u write if u want to. I'm not that good in English [compared to a lot of brilliant writers out there] and there are still grammar stuff that I don't understand but I'll read it, definitely, if u just need someone to acknowledge ur work or something. U don't need to feel so low about ur abilities to write because I have troubles myself [the reason why I've never post stories online]. I have a hard time at trying to convey expression into words. I always recycle my sentence again and again and I lack really POWERFUL words. I can't write a really decent plot and express a character's feelings correctly. If u think ur writing is shit, mine's probably worse. Anyone can be bad at certain stuff. Just don't think to much of it [bad for ur health, ne?] but instead, if it's something that u have a passion for, do it. Improve. Get better. Ok... this is getting way too long. Sorry if anything that I've wrote offended u in any way. I really don't mean it that way. LET US CONTINUE HOPING... Living is not a choice. We just do.

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